Monday, August 14, 2006

Emo Rant Pt. 1

Warning: Below is an emo post. Suggestion? Ignore it. Sorry, haven't been myself lately. Will come back to chirpy self soon. Give it a day or two..Till then...

She sits there numb, sad and lost. The clock ticks....

*Tick tick tick*

She glance around. It is too quiet. She puts on Barry White. At least somewhat, the music would soothe her mind, which is in turmoil. She is not herself. She hasn't been for the past few days. She glance at the darkness and feels one with it, embracing and warping with the shadow plays against the wall. She cannot sleep. She wishes...

She thinks about them. She wishes...

Why did he seek to pursue it? Why did he seek to cross the border? Did he enjoy complicating matters? Did he not realise that she regard her as one of her closest friends and would never do anything to hurt her friend? Did he think that she would choose a relationship over a friendship? Did he think that she saw him the same way that he saw her? She would rather give up a relationship for any of her friends. That was how much her friends meant to her...

She didn't...

She couldn't..

Why did he not understand? Then there was the other one...

She was not who they think she was.

How could you like someone, when you dont know them? She wonder to herself...

She wish....

She wanted...

She just wanted some peace of mind...

And maybe, peace from the scars within...

6 Comments:

Blogger Merv Kwok said...

Hey dee, hugs to you man.

3:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

man??? she is a gal...no make that a sweet lovely angel...hope u feel better soon gal! oops I mean angel

10:13 PM  
Blogger David Tay said...

@.@

sounds complicated.

3:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

All the best, my dear.

12:07 AM  
Blogger dee said...

Merv - *Hugs* to your panda too! =)

Aysh - Feminine angel? That is the right phase..*winks*

David - Hmm..sounds emo to me...=P

Adrian - Thanks a whole bunch!!

2:56 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Quickly come back to the normal you. Don't be depressed, and make sure you do what you have told me you planned to do, ok?

5:27 AM  

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