Saturday, January 13, 2007

Burn out

I couldn't ask for more. Life has been wonderful. I am doing things most people can only dream of. I am meeting people that most find unattainable. I am enjoying my job - a thing many seek but do not find. I am indeed lucky. I am grateful. Truly.

Why then do I feel so tired? Smiling is now a chore. If I keep going on this pace, God knows the consequence. My brain is now scattered. I forget things easily. My diary is packed. I admit, I am ambitious. I strive on competition. But to what extend? As much as I hate to admit it, I have been neglecting my friends and family. My weekend are now scarce, if I am not work-bound. I no longer take pleasure in going out but sleeping at home.

Worst of all why am I complaining, when I am doing what I want?

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Once a blue moon

By the rate I'm going this blog is going to die anytime soon. My social life is diminishing quickly as I embrace the corporate world. Not that I mind, mind you. I love my job. Only thing is it is eating into my personal life.